Ok time to be Serious.

Yah I know i hit upon my troubled life with almost 3 years no relationship. Its not like i havent tried or what not, but even though im a honest asshole, who loyal, faithful and cares girls dont want that. They want the assholes who lie, cheat, fuck em and leave. Then they coming running to us good guys so we can hear them bitch and complain about how there are no good guys left. Its funny ya know what we good guys are we are the ears and shoulders to the girls. They dont see our heart or our feelings. Its all about them, there life there drama there blah blah blah. I get along with girls cause i am a great listener. I have a damn good memory and i have been told alot and i remember. Each time i know everything about them and only get the nooooo your to nice, or no cause i dont want to damage our friendship then i have to sit back and suffer as i watch them chase after some asshole who doesnt even take the time to listen or to understand. They fake there whole lives just to get into their pants and then dumps them and then the girls acts like he was mr perfect and is heart broken Then they have the nerve to come to us and tell us all about how there no guys out there that want them for them and want a relationship and family. I sit there and listen and listen and listen and my heart screams out that im in front of them. But again im ears and a shoulder i am the one who will carry there burdens so they can continue to hunt and be hurt. I feel invisible in life 98% percent of them time. I am almost always smiling but some times its a illusion i just dont like to bear myself unto people and become there burden. I am the "burden bearer" . Im good enough to know your deepest darkest secrets fears and happiness but if i mention i like them I get oh yea we will see or yea i like you to as a brother. Its just frustrating as years go by i keep myself in solitude cause now im use to it. Its a lonely existence but when ya let ya heart out only to be rejected for being to nice while the whole time the same people are lookin for the nice guys but reject them when they seem them. So yea until then if ya need me I will be in solitude as usual. This aint a typical rant for once but my true feelings. For once acceptance would be great.